my dog died and i don t want to live

There’s nothing you, or anyone, could have done differently to save them. Kid pictures. She was loving, of course, all the way through. It’s an autoimmune disease. As a Spirit now, your pet knows that sadness is part of the grieving process, but they wished it wasn’t. His sister was diagnosed with melanoma on Valentine’s Day of 2011 and had two surgeries, radiation and chemo. i cant stop crying….nearly all day every day. I have been all over the internet trying to find ways to cope. So I phad them pull a Pit Bull mix. Time will tell I suppose. I am an emotional mess and yet my husband who loved Hol dearly is coping really well. Constant sadness and emptiness I feel. knowing that i won’t see Maui anymore i just feel different. Hazel was a 75 pound red nose pit bull and she was jus the sweetest devoted dog I know. I lost my first dachshund, Copper, on a Monday and (now I can say) by the grace of God and maybe Copper, I had Todd that Friday. I believe regardless of what well meaning people say all the time, that I killed her that night and I’ll never forgive myself. It will not, nothing will. Lori You are not crazy, you are grieving. After a while the dog let go, my mum went to grab maxy, the women told my mum don’t go near him, screaming my dog will kill you. I miss her every day and I feel like my life is slowly becoming less worth living. Your dog, your cat, your bird – chose you, as the one who would make them feel the most loved and bring them the most comfort and joy while they were here. I found him when i went to bed and he was dead i couldnt stop screaming i think im in shock just want him back. I can’t imagine never doing that again. Fighting your feelings only makes them worse. Our dogs were loved greatly and they knew it. I’m writing this to let u know ur not alone. It is a bad analogy however: when we take our vehicle in, we are left with the “diagnosis” of someone who knows nothing specific about “our vehicle”. My girl was gone! The thought that my dog might be suffering somewhere is unbearable. Maureen 954-589-0606, Your dog’s death may be one of the hardest things you ever face. I was given many accurate details none of which had been given to my communicator. I have been grieving terribly and I don’t see an end in sight. You had your little Prince in your life for all those years and have just lost him, it is going to take you some time as you move through the grieving process. You may not feel numb, but you can still be it. When you have a pet you love so much, every once in a while you’re reminded this gig isn’t gonna last forever. I didn't want to live much before, but ever since he died I feel dead inside. Maybe we can gain strength from each other…. But it wasn’t just my dog that died today. My family thinks they are supporting me by “leaving me alone to deal with my grief.” My husband avoids me so he doesn’t have to see or hear me cry. I completely understand the feeling of being lost and to wonder what to do with yourself. I wish I had a magic answer thus we would both feel better. Normally she would only lick the tip of my nose. I have the book: Goodbye, Friend as well as: Cold Noses at the Pearly Gates and I Will See You in Heaven. Mama died suddenly and in my husband’s arms, and her final moments are images he can’t shake. God please comfort me and reassure me my sweetheart is in your loving arms so I can have peace. I miss him so badly. Your pet was an individual, too. I have lost family and friends in the past but the grief and pain was never as intense and overwhelming as what I am feeling about losing my sweet girl right now. Cuddle Clones uses your pictures of your precious loved one to create a “replica” if you will. Maybe one day you’ll donate them to friends or an animal shelter, or use them for a new pet. Is Trump's insanity and act or is he actually mentally ill? By the time I got three feet down the hallway I was completely engulfed in dark black choking smoke and was disoriented and couldn’t breathe. it's wrong to think that nothing matters to you. You don’t heal from your best friend’s death by ignoring her. After Emily died, I couldn’t drag myself through three miles, not to mention find the energy to get out of bed, put on clothes that were not my pajamas and shower at regular intervals. It doesn't matter whether we're happy, angry, or sad, they just inherently know what to do. I purchased 2 personalized personalized wind chimes: one for outside and one I placed inside where I go to “talk” to Todd. I too cry quietly and when I am alone, I cry out loud like a baby. Up until that chocolate on the 4th, she still had her appetite, her curiosity, and her personality. Losing a member of a family is one of the hardest things in life . I always put them straight, my cat doesn’t play with his bowls that are attached. Sometimes it’s a struggle to get her to eat which makes me lose my appetite. My husband is trying to be supportive of the way I feel even though he doesn’t understand. I would suggest as I did contacting an animal communicator who will be able to speak to your beloved deceased pet on the other side . The hard part is getting the pictures as you have to go through them and this can be painful to some people. It’s going to be a long hard road I hope that everyone here finds the peace and comfort that they need for the new year. #mc_embed_signup{background:#fff; clear:left; font:14px Helvetica,Arial,sans-serif; } I feel I cant live if I don’t know this and the bible is not specific on this topic. my dog died and i don t want to live ( ) | my dog died and i don t want to live how to my dog died and i don t want to live for Crating began as a misguided way for people to housetrain puppies. This group includes many of the most powerful dog breeds, including boxers, Akitas, rottweilers, mastiffs, and Saint Bernards. I have also been writing down all of my memories of her and this keeps her alive in my mind. Your pet wants you know that you were and are the perfect parent. I took him to the vet did everything I could but it wasn't enough. i cant stop crying two months later. yes i am with you that would be the worst, just keep praying that whom ever found your pet is a wonderful person, hello guys today will be the first night without sleeping next to my dog. My partner was very upset when we had to say goodbye to my beautiful Labrador Lucy but within 2 days he was fine. Mourn and cry and wail — that’s what I did. The heartbreak never fully goes away, but I pray your heart heals and seals in the warm memories and joy your dog brought you. You might think about getting another pet. I turned up everyone was grabbing me up saying don’t look, I said you don’t know if maxy is a live! He had stopped eating a couple of days before and started having trouble even walking. Thank you for your reply. We had one that did the same thing--had a particular yen for the flesh of children. He loved kisses and snuggling. And they still do, even now, They don’t want their exit to have brought pain, in fact, no one does. I keep reliving this over and over in my mind. He never ever broke my heart til he died!! I really don’t know how I’m going to get through this sadness. There is no pain like losing a dog, is there? I need to hear that. I keep the book on the table, along with a pen and each time I think of something, I write it down. Is it too soon, or is pain or old age making your dog’s life difficult? I miss her so much. I thought my heart would never heal. The Spirit World exists right alongside our physical world, and while your pet may no longer be occupying their physical body, they’re still with you in Spirit. Thinking of you and your loss, I will say it has been three months for me since my babies left me, the tears are less but the heart ache is still very hard, praying now for you. If a vet will not honor your request or seems hesitant….move on. There is a website called: cuddleclones.com. Who said not to look at photos of a fur child that has passed away. I feel like I am just going through the motions of living until God takes me home. It was if my girl was with me. She was my best friend her name was “Free” a little five pound black and white chihuahua. Rachel, I know it has been two years since you posted your comment but I wanted to address the issue of whether our pets will be in heaven. Friendly and rambunctious (except when he's resting), Rusty made life into a sidewalk cocktail party again. Still I wanted to be sure to address your comment and make sure you know of help that can be available. My oldest son, chose her, or she chose him. My beloved friend. What do I do with his big ole bed? When you described how you held your sweet, Tank as he took his last breath, you felt you died. I reply to try and comfort someone in need as well as it can help me. Surgery and chemo. I wasn’t able to process it the first time I heard it. My dog rizzo had to be put down 4 days ago she had regular seizures but this one was different that lasted over 30 mins.The vets advised that the kindest thing would be to let her go my baby was 2 she was my only dog. My Pet Died and I Can't Stop Crying Crying after the death of a pet is a normal and healthy way of grieving. I think this is because our dogs rely on us for everything, and are so committed to us! She is happy and wants you to be happy. Moving on is not gonna be easy, but keep on trying. Don’t listen to anyone who says don’t look at pictures. The only loss that was harder was losing my fiance. My life revolved around her and even when I had to work she was often fleeting into my thoughts throughout the day. She was so protective that we felt safe. But two weeks ago my parents took my dog to go dune buggying and they accidentally killed him. May God guide your steps and shed light on your path, and may the Holy Spirit bless you with peace beyond all understanding. I am still in a bad way since the 1st April. Though it helps some people to keep their dog’s collar and tags, it may be too sad for you. Peace my friend. It’s been nearly 9 weeks since my beautiful cocker girl Holli Jayne passed and today I still shed tears. I know how you feel, my Hazel died ultimately of a tumor on her spleen. Here I sit nearly a decade later and my heart beats and breaks dog. It will be seven weeks tomorrow since my girl Holli Jayne left me and I’m still grieving for her. Was it my fault! Join us as we say goodbye to our beloved furry friends and animal companions. I feel so lost without her and an overwelming sadness follows me everywhere daily. my dog died and i don t want to live (⭐️ ) | my dog died and i don t want to live how to my dog died and i don t want to live for Teamworks was founded in August of 2000, as one of the first positive-reinforcement based training organizations in the Triangle area. Three years later I’m no better – my eating was affected when they stopped eating and I’ve lost 25 pounds. Whether others believe it or not: statistics show that the loss of a “fur baby” can be just as devastating as any other loss. that is just awful. Everyone is different how they handle grief and it is not for anyone else to ever say you should be over it, move on, pull yourself together. I will never have another dog. How do you think my dog died? I know people grieve differently. Cavorting and running with joy! I don’t say this to make you feel like this pain will never end but, to again say, I do understand and please know there are people who are praying for you. T, Hi, i know how you were feeling my husband didnt even want me to cry in front of him, he said he grieved his way and that was to stay busy and basicly stuff it, so i had to try and put on a happy face when he was around so as not to bring him down, so I went to Hospice and they have a program for going through a loss and it can be any kind of loss and they were so helpful, cause your in a group and can share with those people and then you get to know them and before you know it your getting better and have made a few friends. I nursed her back to health over a couple of weeks and she was almost back to normal with the exception of not being very well balanced in the dark. We had gone over my buddy’s supplements the week prior, including the pill bottle containing the meloxicam, with the veterinarian’s (HIS) name on the bottle! They’re present, but lighter now. The saying, “The silence is deafening” only scratches the surface. Ginger was almost 13 years old, I still remember that day she drifted into our lives. I meant to say that I have booked in for therapy with a psychologist as nobody seems to understand my grief. I’d accidentally overdosed on tables for panic attacks whch my doctor had given after the death of my 12 year old Staffy..Sharkey. If you had known Lucy you would know the bathtub was the last place she would voluntarily go unless she was terrified. I lost my lil 4 years old baby Khaleesi two days back. I understand how often a griever will say that they don’t want to live without their loved one here. Sometimes dogs are not a good fit with your lifestyle, so please be realisti… I barely got to take a photo of us together, and I only had 8 months with my soul dog. I remember just a few days after Lucy’s death someone was telling me a joke and I just did not want to listen, he said whats up? She can hear you We know how you feel.. you aren’t alone. Please take care.Godspeed my friend (: The dog loved you and was loved. My Pet Died and I Can't Stop Crying Crying after the death of a pet is a normal and healthy way of grieving. I won’t write all 9 things that your dog wants you to know (see my reply to Scottie further down). I just think she’s waiting for me on the other side. May you find peace and healing as you grieve your loss. All I can see is her scared to death, worries about where I was and waiting to die. I don’t want to lose Jack. My husband had a lab that lived to be 17, even though statistics say they usually only live to be about 10. Who knows, your dog may live longer than expected! I put down my 13 year old baby boy back in November and I still feel your pain. It’s important to work through the grieving process. Reply. It’s been 4 weeks for me and although it is awful and I cry every day, each day feels a little better for me. Almost 11 months ago. “I have no family, I’m divorced, no friends, am very depressed, and my dog is the only friend I know,” says Jeff on Comforting Prayers for the Loss of a Dog. my baby of 16 years passed new years day, oh i know what you feel and what you said about you thought she would be there forever, i thought too, yet i knew her time was limited but i just never thought the day would come, what was i thinking? now benjie going be joining her . Im still crying, sometimes I feel it will never stop. My husband put up an online tribute on his blog to our beloved pet parrot, and I will be writing one for Tribute Tails. Don’t rush the healing process; grief needs to unfold naturally. It was very poignant and meaningful to me. You can have your stories. Remember how, when they were alive, they would snuggle up next to you, sitting by your side (or on top of you), whenever you were feeling sad or feeling bad? We had dated since I was 16. Friar Jack has been pondering animals and pets in Heaven for years, and he is convinced that God’s loving relationship with creation includes the afterlife. They want you to remember the happy, love filled, and joyous times you spent together, and look back upon them with gratitude and thanks. Well, what can I say but it was and is true. They wanted to make you feel better *just like you thought* and they wished they could do something to make you happy, then. I had no knowledge of her death till then. Perhaps they already knew I was dying. The Vet put the needle in and hurt my girl and took it out. Spend every day of your life happy because we only live for so long. Pennie, I want to post my response to you here, so other people who feel like they can’t live without their dogs know they’re not alone. I just want you to know how NORMAL that you are. oh how i know the feeling of not wanting to go on or live without your dog, i would share that with some of my friends and thought it horrible that i was feeling that way, gosh when she said that i felt like i was an alien or something, then i went on this site a site that people who have lost a pet will totally understand me and how i felt. This is not “just depression or a phase.” I know this because I live with my sister and she told me that everyday at the same time he would sniff the crack in the door waiting for me to come through it. Sometimes dogs can even really live a long time. I ended it before he really suffered and his death was peaceful and although I get relief from that, my life feels very empty and I don’t have much hope. During those long days, a bored 3-month-old Mike had been left home alone with nothing to do. Thanks, It’s sad to say I probably mourn and loved my dog than some of my siblings! The pain is unbearable and I can’t seem to see a light. You send them pictures of your “fur baby”, Emmett, and they will make a replica as a stuffed animal. When my German Shepherd, Hugo, died, it felt like a part of me had been clawed out. They understand your sadness, but would rather see you happy Reply. Is this happening to just me or to others too? I miss him sleeping with me. All of us who have reached out via the internet because no one else can understand how much our hearts are breaking because we lost our dogs – we all understand how you feel . May you find hope and healing. He went blind a couple of years back, but he still plays and gets around and everything. Sandy. Time makes things a little easier. he was a person to me. Time helps. He was my world. Its tough. Medicines don't work and I was going to give up until he came along. We had her and she had us. Life is beautiful. I felt he had been given the equivalent of a bird military salute. sorry about your loss, keep thinking positive thoughts. My dog was struck by a car and died just a few days before yours passed. But, the good news is that you don’t have to do something extreme to make your life exciting. Chris Nov 8, 2018 at 1:21 am. I have been reading losing a family pet is just as hard as losing a loved one. Day by day, sometimes moment to moment; breath by breath, crying jag after crying jag, comfort by comfort wherever you can find it. I can’t stress enough how important it is to have at least one person who understands what you’re going through, someone that you can open up to. It sounds like your dog lived a long and happy life by your side. “My Toddy”, “My butter bean”, “My T” and the numerous other nicknames I had for Todd. Not sure what will happen to me once she’s gone. Murphy has a follow up appointment in a little over a week at which point I will have to tell the vet we are not doing the surgery. this will be very tough to start with, but think about all the happiness your dog gave you. I’d keep it simple and straightforward: our dog is really sick, and we have to take him to the doctor. God bless you in your healings, I lost my beautiful beiley tues night, I mad the terrible mistake , my husband and I didnt know, he had been crying at night for long time, so we started giving him Ibuprofen, my RX from and ear infection, then he started getting really sick, I dint relate it to that, I think I killed my own boy, I am in so much pain, dont think I can go on, cant eat, get out of bed, nothing….what do I do… Like other owners I share the loss of my best friend and loved companion. Every time I come home from college, he gets so excited and climbs into my lap to lick my face and then rolls over to demand belly rubs. Everyday I wonder if I made the right choice. In I Will See You in Heaven, Friar Jack Wintz describes how God has always taken care of His beloved animals – from the Garden of Eden to Noah and the Ark! This Sunday my mum walked my dog to the park and back. So stop asking.) When she came home, he lay under her bed. Avoiding your grief doesn’t help you heal your heart and make room for a new dog in your life. It may take you a long time to recover but I can suggest to just surround yourself with people who understand what you’re going through and make you feel better and to write down the memories of your fur child so that you can read your story when the time feels right. Out of all the symptoms or reactions I’ve experienced since Patches’s death, crying is actually welcome. There is a website called:petloss.com. Pawprints on my heart. — Megan Alldredge. So, for me, it is something different. I wake up with a pretty dreadful feeling of anxiety or panic. She was the cutest little puppy and I had gotten her for 15$ right after i found out I was pregnant. He was 16 and just a couple of days ago he stopped drinking water, would just hover over his water bowl. I was shocked. I had a puppy that died, and it didn't even turn 1 year old yet, that died from skin disease. I would love to reply to everyone individually but for obvious reasons… I won’t. Surviving pet loss is one of the most heartbreaking experiences – and I know it feels like you can’t live without your dog. Nothing will replace the love you have for, Prince and people do grieve differently. i might have other dogs but this dog he was different he had a unique personality. Cannot offer you any comfort at all………just so sorry this happened. Oh how i know how you feel, I had to make that decision for two of my babies within one week of each other, I can still see my baby on that table she looked at me and then they gave her the shot, I will never forget her beautiful face looking at me. All I can see is his beautiful glowing eyes looking up to me with such love and trust. He might not come home because he’s so sick – it’s time for him to pass on from this world into the next. I believe you will see your beloved pets again and that they are happy and young in God’s presence and since there is no time in heaven, when you appear it will seem to them as if they have only been gone for a moment from your presence. I am not “allowed” to speak about Todd with my family without causing some sort of fight etc. We couldn’t let her out because we were power washing our deck. Erica, your story sounds identical to my own story ,i feel like I let my dog down by taking him to the vet , the doc said his organs were shutting down he had almost no BP he left in my arms , I cry everyday he passed March 7th 2017 at 953am . I have lost my entire family and my beloved fiance in the last few years. Stop kill shelters. Im heartbroken and everyday is a struggle i keep expecting her to be in places she went in the house.The quietness is a killer as you expect to hear her when the door goes.i have my husband and kids but i keep thinking about her i suppose its the guilt of putting her down i should of done more i keep telling myself over and over.I loved her so much and the shock of how quick it happend i feel like i carnt over it. Your heart is broken into pieces, and all your broken pieces are welcome here. I firmly believe in the words of will Rogers “if my dogs don’t go to heaven, I want to go where they go” Reply. By Alvin Chang @alv9n Jul 11, 2016, 8:20am EDT I’m hoping God has mercy on me, and helps me, and puts us back together. I also can’t stop with the personal recriminations and ‘what if’ questioning. Still, she was very strong. I adopted Tiffy, our teacup poodle, from an elderly woman fighting breast cancer. I lost my girl rein January 30 2019 she was a black lab pitbull mix it was very sudden, she had been up and about the day before but that day she couldn’t walk at all. Six days ago she got a little dehydrated with the heat. I contacted someone in the states and for a small fee she arranged and contacted my wife and myself using Skype .She was very accurate and explained that he was in heaven running around fields and having a great time. May you find comfort, warmth and love in other ways. I recently lost my dog that I had since she was born. How do you say goodbye to a dog you’re afraid of living without? Don’t know if I can love another dog the way I loved my little prince. It’s been so difficult and I think about my girl constantly but I have surrounded myself with photos of her (something I couldn’t bare the thought of a couple of weeks ago) but I’m getting there. I tell myself she had a good, loving home and had a great life but it dont make me feel better. I have recently lost my dog very suddenly from cancer. Of course not! I can’t live on my own . sorry to say but I am someone who would not forgive my partner for letting that happen. I am so sorry for your loss of, Tank. Hurts so bad. My baby. It’s important to remember that each individual’s way of processing grief is as personal as the individual herself – so not matter what you are feeling, rest assured it is normal to be feeling it.”. https://blossomtips.com/hope-for-a-new-beginning-dont-want-to-be-alone/. The last 6 months I only left him 4 times for about an hour and 1/2 and I made sure my brother n law, God bless him, was available to sit with Todd. I got him when I was little and he grew up with me. Uma wherever you are I love you soooo much! I wish there was a way for us to commuinicate. I’ve had no desire to explain, but I won’t be around forever and must. My parents said I needed to calm down. It’s just been so hard dealing with the guilt of taking ones life wheb she wasn’t ready. I have another dog and wife and a great support family so I’m blessed. The fact that I couldn’t be with her in her last few moments and that she was buried without me having to say her goodbye is troubling me so much. They reminded me life has to go on whether we’d like to wallow in the past or not. Pop Tart started my healing. /* Add your own Mailchimp form style overrides in your site stylesheet or in this style block. I feel terrible like I gave up on him. I know it’s easier to tell someone else this than do it myself but I am gradually beginning to realize that by playing the last couple of days over and over again in my head is not the way Hazel wants me to remember her. It wouldn’t fit His character. 2. While I was about to reach home, I told my mom and siblings that I forgot to get anything for Khaleesi. I wonder if that day if she had given him the ultra sound if he would had lived. Sometimes dogs can even really live a long time. Go through the daily grind with emptiness. So sorry. I want you to live. Greeting me when I get home and just being there. Bless you. Whatever — dogs are the world’s best icebreakers, and that can’t be argued. She stopped eating and drinking on that last day and I took her to the vet, she collapsed and died on his table, she was only 7 years old and such a character. I carry my much missed Lab Lucy’s collar in my handbag and I look at photos of her all the time. Her last days were miserable, though. “Time always brings eventual relief from the pain and your life will return to normal,” writes Gary Kurz in Cold Noses at the Pearly Gates: A Book of Hope for Those Who Have Lost a Pet. I talked about it with people and found that comfort came from people I didn’t expect – in the form of cards and gestures. Someday, there will be an end and you’re going to have to deal with that end, however it comes. i have no family support and no friends. You didn’t love them for their fur, or their one standing straight up ear, or their snaggle teeth (ok, maybe you did a little). Tom, don’t worry, read the passage below and know that it is true. ADMIN – Hi David, the training is much more brief. Its funny cause it seems all i had to do to get rid of bullies at work and guys who try to flirt to get sex was stop giving them attention? And when the Soul leaves this Earth, know that this exit was part of their Soul’s plan and a specific choice made by their soul. My beloved Patches ate chocolate on the day Hazel died. this site here is wonderful but if you want home town help go to Hospise, Tam I can really relate to you. I told Pop Tart all about Montana. Maybe, a seizure would have got her, but I think she would have lived another year. I don’t know how to cope up with this pain. I’m not excited about it. He was admitted to the ICU and we waited to see if his levels would get better. However I want to be happy again. He was the only reason why I would go out in the morning to train him. People always say it gets easier and I didn't believe them until now, it does get easier as the weeks go by. I have been crying non stop for days, I have stopped playing with my 3 year old daughter as well because of this. hugs, Oh how i know how you feel, i still cry over the two babies i had to put down one on Christmas eve and one on New Years Day, and i know alot of people and even people who have pets cant understand my still crying, I go to this site to remind me that I am not alone in this terrible loss , my heart was hurt really hurt when my babies left me, just keep coming to this site, we cant take away the pain but we can pray for you and tell you how much we totally understand. My partner says “we live, we die” If only it was that easy for me to deal with losing her. They are not Lucy and I only want Lucy and another dog wont make me feel better or take away the ache i have in my heart. Dogs are part of our hearts and homes, our daily lives and routines. hugs to you and i wish i could meet with you and help eachother. 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